you hurt my heart every time i get to see your face
i miss you so much
you are selfish in every possible way, you have strung too many along dear
i’ll say it, i’m not going to hide
when you won’t answer my calls, and won’t let me know
if you can ever reciprocate the love i thought was strong, the love i thought i had for you
you broke my heart without even knowing my darling
i can’t explain enough, you preach your ways
but you will never know how it feels will you?
i wish i wasn’t losing you as a friend or so it seems
my hypothesis, you just don’t know how sad i’ve been
and how i thought you would make me the happiest guy alive
i’m sorry for thinking otherwise
i really wish things were different
i can’t choose fate
i can’t help these feelings ive felt, and i dont know where my life is going
all i want is to be with you, in my arms… in my arms
dear, we’re a floating disaster
i can tell we are
but i don’t know what you are doing here
in my heart when you’re not around to comfort me
just leave, please let me sleep
but if you had not noticed i didn’t scream while you had gone
and if you didn’t see that well then im sad to see you go
but maybe this year ill see it in a different point of view when i…
maybe see what i saw last time in a different sort of view i could grow…
back… i could grow back to where i was
i could be loved
back to school hasn’t felt great in awhile. this past day felt that way
things might be different this year
i remember today the first song i wrote at berklee. it was about my brother and how much i missed him. now that ive been home for the summer it seems just like old days but now im leaving again..
its hard to listen to that song now. im looking forward so much to being back in boston where my life needs to be. but i cant help but missing my brother and few friends more than anything. its all an understandable story that i’ve heard before. i just never thought i would ever deal with it.
ah man